friendship

1.25pm


day 4.

just staring at the blank screen wondering wat the hell to write today. such a mix bag of thoughts running thru my head right now. hmm mayb i can talk abt friendship today. friends...aahh...sumtimes they make u laugh or cry and sumtimes u just wanna kill them but u cant coz u'd go to jail therefore u just put up wit them(because u love them!).

i hv many friends. but really, what are friends? are your friends there for you thru your darkest of times? or only just on your happier days or problem free days? so are they really your friends?? i think i have been thru quite a fair bit of ups and downs with sum of my oldest and dearest friends. sum in pretty bad state and sum not so bad. most have pulled out of it im glad. but sad to say, i've lost 2 close friends in my life. both news really caught me off guard. may their souls rest in peace.

friendship comes in many levels i guess. sum are very close to you where u can share almost everything with, sum just casual friends, sum you know you can just go out for a laugh with but dats it...well u get the picture. friends come and go and its the ones who have been by our side thru out, is the real deal. but having said that, they may just one day disappear too. no reasons given. they just fade away. dat i have learnt to accept but just wonder why sumtimes.

you know, we dont need a whole lot of friends to make our lives better or richer. if we r so lucky, we only  need just a handful and thats more than enough to keep us going for a lifetime.  fact is  people come and go in our lives. they come for either a short or long period of time. but whatever it is, we cherrish them and the friendship that's been made.

only recently, i just started talking to an old friend of mine who resides in canada. lost touch for a while there and finally got back to talking again, thanks to facebook of course! we go back a long way and when she rung me the other day, its like we never lost touch and we chatted away. it felt nice and no awkward moments or still air.

you know, you dont have to talk or see them constantly. if you hv to then i dont call those true friendship.(or rather true friends for that matter). i hv a couple of super close friends whom i hardly get to see coz we do not live in the same country (unfortunately) but whenever we do get a chance to meet up, its like as if we were never apart from each other. now dats what i call a deep and true friendship becoz without them, i think i'd gone stir crazy!




until nxt time,
ttfn

1.55pm

p/s... and to my dear friends, u know who u r :)